First I have to say - Holy shit I never update here anymore. Fuck I just don't think I'm motivated enough to do it anymore...I'm just kinda not feelin' like myself much these days anyways.

Y'know that crushing feeling of Caring about someone but knowing that they will probably never feel the same way about you, and having to watch as they just kind of drift away while there's nothing you can really do about it? But of course all the while you don't want to bring it up and ruin a totally awesome friendship...Yeah fuck, it blows. I mean it's not really showing much on the surface... But when I'm alone Geez it starts to get to me. So yeah... I think that's where the lack of motivation came from...

At any rate, Most of the immediate future seems to be hammered out; I've got a place to live in next year (More than likely) With totally awesome room mates, I get to quit my stinkin' movie theatre job, I've got enough OSAP to get me through first year AND I have totally awesome friends :3

BTW, I've developed a certain love for the expression 'Totally Awesome'. Maybe I'll update soon, maybe I won't... I hardly get this computer either way. xD